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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Wednesday, May 18, 2011i shouldn't be here. i should seriously be getting some shit done but i can't not say goodbye to my blog.like how i'm having to say goodbye to so many things. gosh, just too many things have happened. guitar, guitar guitar, what would i do without guitar? how would i have turned out? i never thought it would mean so much to me. and yet, a year has past and i'm handing all of it over to a new batch. at the end of four years in red cross and two years in council, i didn't feel as much as i do now after a year of guitar. all that slogging and crying and worrying and the extra frown lines that will probably show up soon, it was all worth it. from the christmas concert, to the school performances with screwed up acoustics in the hall, the competition and syf rehearsals, syf itself and the heartbreaking disappointment after, and glissando, oh glissando. after so long of being closed off, guitar taught me to breathe again. it taught me to feel and to show i feel, instead of giving that dead-pan face. i honestly think it brought back my laughter. and, maybe not the light, but a tiny sparkle of that girl who i used to be. it's been teaching me to care again. and i'm grateful for the people who helped make it happen. i don't know what i'd do with the friends i've made and who've reminded me of who i used to be and help bring that girl back. |
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