it's sad world.
posted on Sunday, March 30, 2008
yes, this world is sad. even though it's still easter so many things to say. yet i can't.
and i can't spell it out for you you know it's never gonna be that simple
i am tired. i don't know why. everything makes me tired. hearing you talk, like the whole world revolves around you or something i don't know why i put up with all this you think you have problems? take a look at mine. everyone's stressed out okay? so grow up already. you think you're problems are so damn big. when the truth is you're just looking for an excuse excuse to make yourself the centre of attraction. stop wasting my time. cause i ain't got any left.
and i realise the people who don't cry are the ones we should comfort because they keep everything insde i guess what doesn't break you can only make you stronger. and after last year, i think, yes, i am much stronger. and even if i;m still hurt even if this life sucks and those wounds never heal yes, i'm okay. maybe not now, but i will be. don't ask me how i know, i just do. it's called faith. in God, in yourself, in the people you love. so maybe i don't want those wounds to heal cause i'm afraid. still. cause i don't wanna forget them. even if it means having to tear those wounds open every single time over and over again. i don't care. just don't take them away from me. don;t let me every forget that they once were still are, and will be with me
posted on Monday, March 24, 2008
oh gosh! so many thingss to say! ok! school's back. this sucks. did terribly. but EASTER'S HERE! the Lord has risen. rejoyce and be glad in Him. easter virgil was quite hilarious. the little children were so adorable! and never ever sit next to judith in mass. she was so funny. -refused to blow out her candle -tried to set a strand of her hair on fire -when we stood up she gave me a shove and i fell over -tried sleeping during the virgil -cam whored! gosh. so weird sitting next to her. especially when she's holding a candle. very dangerous i warn you!
and today's board game! rocked! HA! i bet all you people who didn't come when i asked you are jealous! cause my group won! haha! shocking right? no wait, it's UNBELIEVABLE! according to that leadership guy. but seriously! can you believe it?! after all that hard work [last minute work, i might add] and we have won a free trip to settler's cafe to play board games all day! wooo! i guess we're going after sports day. it expires pretty soon though. and guess what? we left the prize in the gallery. with my glasses grrrr.
today poor hannah stayed back to clear up the mess made by my class. i think that was mighty great of her! love you hannah!
posted on Saturday, March 15, 2008
leadership camp was craaaaazy! haha. my group rocks okay?! we did human bowling! and i got soap everywhere! and cuts and bruises. plus my bra snapped halfway. they woke us up at 330 am! and made us go on the summit thing!!! friggin' tired la! sort of collapsed at the last activity. i got soaked through. and even after my shower i smelled like coffee. i am not scandalous! specially to sherlyn and amanda gsy! and thanks diane! i practically stopped the circulation in your legs! and to erm.. i think it was jade and priya, for erm, lifting my legs. [awkward pause]... and cui lin for, nagging?! and concern :D poor mich. sprained her ankle! i told you to stop moving around! and you didn't have to wear your shoes. lol. i bet you loved your carrot cake cause i bought it! shared quite a few embarrassing moments and memories. yes, including the adventure camp one. lol. it was good to get all those thoughts out of my system. and now i am okay. and i will stay that way! [it rhymes!] after the camp i could barely write. my hand just couldn't grip the pen. kept shaking, like i couldn't control my arm muscles wah! i'm still feeling the pain man! but breakfast in the market was funny. just ask nezha and the bullettrain pao if you want to know. boom dynamite! :D thanks ms moosa! you rock. hope you slept well.
ay! i want my lit paper back! rarr! someone stole it from ms teo's pigeon hole! i'm so coming to get you! rarr.
now i have a sore throat and cold. ahhh. and my juniors are making me jeolous with their tiny amount of primary school homework! jealousjealousjealous! :(( but i love secondary school [rephrase!] I HEART IJTPSECONDARY!
yeap! you betcha! ij breavheart08! lol. my sister was supposed to be a facil. too bad, she had her nj art cip thing. but if she came the camp would have been counter-productive for me i guess. oh well.
ooh! my sister has a nice drawing. and i was her model!lol. the face shape is mine! don't steal it! haha.
posted on Sunday, March 09, 2008
it's the second day of the holidays! and i'm already exhausted. yesterday's primary school camp was quite good. very fun! and the darlings in my group were just sweet. IJtp welcomes you!! haha. what a funny day. they poured like two buckets of water on me. and then when we went to change something happened but it's a secret! so i can't tell you. unless you're a girl! haha and i ran out [changed of course] and had to ask people for help. and i ran to eunice yelling "eunice, eunice, i need your help!" and she was so shocked. thought something terrible happened. quite hilarious. mars almost yelled it to her. i had to rush to church after. we went to cathedral of the good shepard and guess what it said above the doors... omnia omnibus! i started laughing when i saw it. it was the theme for the camp. i fell asleep during the homily. and i woke up when the priest said 'stand'. had a shock. then we went to that classy restaurant which i still have no clue how to pronounce... and it's was so paiseh! i was in like, jeans and shirt. plus my shirt was pretty crumpled. plus track shoes. and my hair was somewhat damp and messy. but they didn't mind. the food took exceptionally long to come... oh well. came home, showered and slept. oh! the previous day, a snake came into the house! and hid under the ironing board. my maid left the back door open till pretty late that night. i remember seeing it open when i came down at about 10+ and i got freaked out cause there's an escaped terrorist on the loose, and your leaving the door open at dark. not exactly safe. but anyway, dad wasn't home. so my mom, my maid and me killed it. this is my 4th snake that i killed. sorry snake, but you posed as a potential danger to us. and today some cat high boy scouts came and asked if we had any jobs for them to do. and i just woke up, so i was pretty cranky. just told my maid to tell them no and go away.
haha. mr teh is damn cute la. but i think that in the war, i'd be the first to run.
rarr. cat class later. and i'm still tired! sulking away...
posted on Saturday, March 01, 2008
rarr. the irony. i have a new phone. my dad's idea, didn't want everyone calling the home phone. plus the worst part was he didn't scold me so i felt super guilty. don't know what's wrong with me now. everything's a mess. and i can't stand it. suffering from CWS CampWithdrawalSymptoms!!!! nooo. haha. sec one orientation for red cross was fun. honours day tomorrow! i'm doing ushering! so all the lucky people who walk past me beware! i may give you a freakily fake smile. cause i am dead tired now, yet i can't sleep. cause i took a nap from 730-930 pm just now. woke up and ate while watching idol. the david guy is so pro! and he looks really young still. oh well. facebook is annoying i'm gonna delete my account. can't believe that some people are seriously crazy over it/ i feel like telling her to just go get a bloody life. but she;s older than me. so fine. i will be polite.
& i hate how much i love you boy i can't stand how much i need you
those lines have been stuck in my head for the past week! ahhh! and they still are!
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