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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Monday, July 31, 2006i kept writing the date on 31 july as 31 august !! lol. anyway, on monday had NDP [my school's ND celebrations only!!not the real parade la...]practice. i am officially the worst!!! when we do jampat jalan i'm either too fast, too slow or on the wrong foot and take damn long to realise. i like the shouting drill. so fun!!! the seniors say i'm very loud...but the truth is...that's not my loudest.:Di kept getting it wrong!!!! especially the barang and the ke hadapan...so confusing.my name was in the news papers!!!! the whole of singappore knows now!!!!! everyone in school was crazy over that. jaime started calling me the newspaper girl!! haha! i didn't know until likw...6.30 in the evening when i was at my cousins place having a BBQ with all my cousins[family reunion] anusha sms-ed me and i flipped. haha. of course the pride goes to IJ TP sec[it rawks!!!] :D i stole the articla from jade because she cut it out. :] miss tan's farewell was on monday. it was in the hall. everyone practically said the same thing: thank you! even though it was so cliched, i mean, it was the first time i actually knew that they meant it. and i don't think any principal will be able to replace ms tan. they can never be compared with her. the performances were quite good too. i think a lot of people felt like crying, they just didn't dare to. we had another marching practice on wednesday and on thursday's training we practiced footdrill almost the whole day! so tiring. my english report project was a flop. everything went wrong...so sorry everyone!! it was all my fault! arielle kept saying it wasn't but i just keep feelling guilty... on saturday i didn't even study!! although my history CA is on monday! in the morning i went on the tree-top walk with my cousins. i was so freakied out when we were walking. there was this man who found a honey comb on the floor. it was so...wierd. there were squished bees on it and it was soft and kind of sticky. we also went to the tower[can't remember the name] it was very windy. we were all asking my little[he's not really little actually, jus 2 yrs younger] cousin what was the singapore mascott. he just kept quiet then this guy just butted in and said it was a lion cause blah blah blah...he got it wrong actually. the guy saw a tiger and thought it was a lion. ha! take that you loser! then his friend said:" the worst part is you learnt it from an american" after they walked down the stairs i made a face. [stupid easedroppers] after walking for 2 and a 1/2 HOURS, we went to SICC to eat. then we swam. there was a swimming carnival. a hot dog cost TWO DOLLARS!!!! but it went to charity...i hope...there was also a water polo game and synchronised swimming. and now i'm sunburned!!! my cousins are worst so i shan't complain. i had to leave for cat class which was so boooring. after church we went to clarke quay to eat at jumbo seafood. had a lot of fun just trying to crack the crab shell. we took pictures like crazy. we saw the fireworks!!! for national day. it was so pretty!!! we also had ice-cream and went on the boat ride!! we were waving to all the people like some VIP or something. most of the people who waved back were foreigners. unfriendly singaporeans!! hmp! went home and slept! got to study for history now...or i might fail... bye!! posted on Saturday, July 29, 2006so much to say again. i shall start with farewell camp!!!!!:D:D:Dit was lovely but we didn't cry. i really expected myself to be the first one to cry but none of the cadets cried. i guess we were all waiting for someone else to start crying becasue we were sort of afraid. it made me realise how strong all the people in red cross are. to be able to hold back your tears and stay happy although your heart is screaming out for someone is really hard. anyway, the performance was quite...okay. when we were decorating the dance studio for glamour night, we put candles on tissue paper on the floor. unfortunately, the tissue paper caught fire, twice!!! we were screaming like crazy. haha. ten the sec ones performed first! we were so unprepared. we did a spoof of footdrill and at the end we asked ma'am joan to come sing a solo of the red cross song!! we pulled ma'am xiao xiang along :D the sec two's performance was way funnier and the sec 3 sang for us. we never reaelly got to bond with this batch of ma'ams...during ma'ams special time, the ma'ams told us how disappointed they were with us and they said that when lots of cadets come ma'am xiao xiang will always go:"yeah!" haaha. then they imitated her. ma'am joan cried. that really made me see that even the strongest people cry. tried to remain happy. the sec 2 seniors said that one of the cadets was really annoying and bossy. at first they didn't want to be specific but then they told us it was a junior!!! ahhhh i got very paranoid after that. but frn and me know who it is now. we slept at like, 2 in the morning. THE NEXT DAY. we got promoted!!! all the sec ones!!! yay! i'm now lance coporal! whoots! LOL. after camp we had to rush to the camp site again for casualty evacuation bronze accred again. at first we thought that we would be taking public transport. in the end, the ex-ma'ams mom[ma'am alycia, teresa's sister...] sent us there. so kind right?? :D thank you aunty! we arrived late...but we had an excuse!!!:D theory paper!! frn n me passed! whoopee!the next day was practical. i left before the results were made. during tuition i was so scared i would fail. i nearly cried in the middle of tuition!!! in the end, i was so tired i fell asleep. when i woke up, my tuition teacher was gone!! sorry mrs lee!!! i just went back to sleep. then my sister said frn called and said i passed. i was elated!! then she called again. and guess what. i didn't just pass. i got 5th!!! i didn't even study! so that means...if i studied...i would have gotten higher?? shoots. haha. but frn n me were planning to call mei xia ma'am and alycia ma'am to tell them we failed. we kind of forgot to call them ?? :D even though we said we would... then there was yesterday. when i cried...again. my mom wouldn't let me and still won't let me go for CAC. it's so not fair! i mean, they need the support!! where's your common sense?!?! she didn't even have to send me there or fetch me back!!! she always give so many darn excuses!! and she practically contradicted herself. one min she sad she was going to bring me swimming. few seconds later, she said i was supposed to do my work! i mean, wtf?!?! i could have killled somebody at that moment. fine! i admit that i may be a bit obsessed with red cross and all but so? what has that got to bloody do with you??? it's my life so just back of for once in your bloody pathetic life!! so angry just thinking about it. i cried not just because i couldn't go but because what matters to me never mattered to her. i hate her so badly sometimes. i wish she'd just realise how much i try. i can't be my sister for GOD's sake! can't you use your common sense?!? do you even have any??? getting 17 in class was quite good considering that my paper was modified and all the stupid projects. but no. you just had to go on and on about how she got top in this and that. what the hell is wrong with you?! i don't care if you tell me to delete this blog! if you do i'll practically go insane. yea, maybe one day when i get depression and start threatening to kill myself you'll realise how much i tried and how much pain i felt. you think i like wrting this? it hurts so bad i have to write it down! oh shit. i'm going to cry again. damnit why does everyone make my life so miserable?!?! posted on Tuesday, July 18, 2006oh gosh! i have so much to say. i haven't updated this place in ages. i guess i'm just too lazy. anyway, the last time i updated was...youth day? i think so. numerous strange things havfe happened. i din't know where to start! i shall try sumarise it. e-learning days were real bad. i think i was on the verge of insanity! hahaBIG NEWS!!! I WON A PRIZE IN THE COMMONWEALTH ESSAY!!! 4TH PRIZE FOR CLASS C!!! OMGOSHH! I DIDN'T KNOW IT WOULD WIN ANYTHING! I THOUGHT IT WAS COMPLETE CRAP!! I WON $300!! i owe a lot of people birthday presents becasue i'm making it a habit to buy people things that they will use. not things that just look pretty... there was tin labeling on saturday! i was sorting out the stickers. haha. we were all talking when suddenly, i asked ma'am xiao xiang:" ma'am xiao xiang, can i ask you something?" she said yes so i just went ahead. " why did you join red cross?" it turns out, she joined because she had no other cca to join. that's such a pathetic reason!! and she's the chair-person!! but she sstill loves red cross i'm sure. i really wonder why i joined. okay, i know my reason is much more pathetic than ma'am xiao xiang's but... i had my casualty evacuation workshop after that. Kenny sir bully us!! haha. he banned me and frn from answering the questions. he was like:"this question is open to everyone except the two IJ girls." when he found out we were ssec one he hid behind a pc of paper. lol. to tell the truth, the questions he asked were quite simple. we were late because of ma'am joan. and the first person we saw when we walked in the the building was mei xia ma'am[supposed to be pronounced as meb :D] she was kind of disappointed that we were late. sorry ma'am but we tried to get there early!! yesterday, i almost had a heart attack. MS MAZLIND CHOSE ME TO BE A COUNCILLOR!! i was like wth?? has she gone mad? arielle sad almost the whole class voted for me!! i'm so doomed. i can't become councillor at this rate. i have until the end of the year to decide but i'm already in red cross. what will happen if i join council? i love red cross, cross my heart and hope to die! i won't have enough time and i'll probably get depression or something! i wish i could quit AEP. sometimes i just don't know what i'm doing. i joined because i thought it would be fun. i would be able to express myself in a different way. annd maybe i could use it to help pull my grades up. but it looks like its only pulling me down. i just wish that the MOE would understand!!!! humans are so irritating!!!!!! urgggggg! i stayed back for ipw today. it was fun talking to everyone...:D thanks for making my day posted on Thursday, July 06, 2006boo! haha. it's e-learning day! no school! just a ton of stupid homework online. damnit. the teachers are seriously out of their minds. what in this freaking stupid world made them think we could finish all that friggin homework?!?!?!?!? *beep*so angry nownothing to blog about. just felt like it... i wanted to go out to day but my mom wouldn't let me. grrr. she never does. so irritated. i hate everything. this pathetic, bloody life. |
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