posted on Friday, May 22, 2009
ooohh. i wasted so much time today! i watched the finale twice. i couldn't help it. i loved the performances! omg, keith urban and kris were terrific! yay, it was really nice. i loved david cook's performance. it was really heart-felt. he looks a lot skinnier too. poor thing, he was sitting in front of tatiana. haha. but a lot of idols lose weight. like carrie underwood, but her dress sense is still as weird. hmmmm, i hope daffy can get me the songs. my jaw just dropped open at the kris-adam duet when the back went up and queen was there. haha. loved allison's performance too(:
oh hooray. kris is going to be great. i still think the likability factor played a big role in his win. he must have won by a really large margin since they didn't mention by how much. it's always been that way. so happy for him. yes, i've been gloating since 10am and will continue for the next few days.
posted on Thursday, May 21, 2009
OH OH OH! i know i said i didin't care who won idol... but i can't help being over the moon right now. haha, yeah. still. i got clara to sms me the results(: and i could have started screaming!!! so glad he won. and let's face it people, kris' win wasn't a shocker. it was america demonstrating democracy. it wasn't about adam's ambiguous orientation or kris' good looks. anyway, i kinda dreamt that kris won. i don't know why. but getting the sms from clara was deja vu. oh yay. i loved this finale. the performances were great! it was pretty hilarious too. haha. the stupid bikini girl came back. i'm glad she was pretty humiliated. she's so annoying. oh! happy day(: GO KRIS! and to all those who said he wouldn't make it! hah! in your face fluffy!
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3 generations. and it comes down to this. it's breaking my heart.
okay, get over it. don't let annoying, downright disgraceful people bring you down.
hmmm, ey! i'm gonna miss watching kris sing every week now.): his ain't no sunshine was reaaaaaaaally good! i actually quite liked his second performance, i liked it cause it wasn't "heavy". and the last song was really lame. there's no other word. it was just so mileycyrus-ish. ew. but kris really put in a lot of effort. the song just wasn't suited for him. it didn't really suit adam either. so i really don't see why they used it.
aep was quite fun. yay, we have a cool art studio now. thanks to ms low(: more art tmr. or today, depending on how you see it. gahh. games day is a waste of time. i want to watch idol results!!!!
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posted on Saturday, May 16, 2009
i really don't know what i'm doing here. everyday still think about you, if i don't it's like some serious crime. and i can't bring myself to say it still. hell yeah, i've improved a lot since you left but i still cry everyday and i don't know why. i feel like i'm stuck. like time stopped the day you left and i keep waking up in the morning thinking it's still december. i just lie there in bed feeling like maybe i need to get away; some place far far away and just lie down in the middle of this big field and feel like the world is going to end. i don't wonder why you left, i don't wonder if you're ever going to come back anymore i'm just waiting for something i don't even know. i'm just waiting to be hurt again. to be ripped apart all over again. because i learnt that there's no point in putting yourself back together when you know it's never going to end. i don't blame you for putting me through all that i just wonder why. why you couldn't have taken me with you.
posted on Friday, May 15, 2009
oof, i'm still tired. i seriously wonder don't know what's wrong with me. i've been sleeping A LOT lately but i can't seem to sleep more than 5-6 hours without waking up in between. and it's hard to go back to sleep after that. gah.
i'm sorry arielene. shopping with me really sucked yesterday cause i was so unenthusiatic. i don't know why i was zapped of energy.
yay, kris is in the finales! at this point i really don't care if he wins. he'll be great. i'm sure of it. but i think he'll be better off not winning. then he can be like chris daughtry and make it big! and he can also be like davidA and come to singapore(: yay!
gm today was tiring! but fun, as always(:
posted on Wednesday, May 13, 2009
OH GREAT SCOTT! Kris' rendition of heartless was absolutely fabulous! yay(: i'm smiling like some silly thing. gosh, i actually really really dislike the original so when i heard that he was singing that i got really worried. but he was really great! oh yay, even if he doesn't get through he'll be superb without idol to back him. and it's cause there's so much fan fare over adam(and his gender orientation), that kris doesn't get enough credit for his talent. like, come on. let's admit it. adam pretty much ruined the competition. oh well.
but danny's second song was good too. not as good as kris, but good. even though i think sympathy votes suck, there are moments where you see this look flash in danny's eyes and it reminds you of his circumstances when he joined the competition. and kudos to him man, it's not easy to get up in front of tonnes of people, sing your heart out and know that someone who you love more than almost anything isn't there (physically). if he sang and broke down on that stage in front of millions, i'd give it to him. it's no easy task.
i'm gonna watch kris again. haha. can't help myself. yay, last spa tmr. then i can throw the notes awayyyy.
posted on Sunday, May 10, 2009
being sixteen sucks. on my sixteenth birthday, i got woken up at 5 am. by what? i'm not exactly sure, i think it was the beginnings of a sore throat. bu then i went back to bed at 7, only to be woken up again at 930, with a scolding from my mom for sleeping so much. i ate breakfast late, then didn't feel like eating lunch. i had physics tuition. (at least it wasn't chinese) and mr sirhan didn't bully me, for once. yay(: beatrice the bugger told him it was my birthday. then erm, my sore throat got worse. a lot worse. at night the fever came. i watched the lake house. which is a lousy movie to watch on your birthday. erm, i got to wear one of my new dresses? had cake with family and relatives (3) and fran, the bully, told me to "Age gracefully". thanks man, made me feel great daniel seow was two days early in wishing my happy birthday and he blames it on facebook. the best was hillary, who is one week late in wishing me happy birthday so enthusiastically today, telling me to forget all the embarrassing things she's done... haha. today's the 9th! not the 2nd of may! one week late, it proves my point preettayee well doesn't it? hillary, you are slow. but it's okay, just another thing to add to the loooooooooooong list of embarrassing things you've done(: thanks all the same, darling. haha. can't wait for physics and sova to be over! grrrr. i am declaring war against all surrealists. they've made my dreams all weird and now i'm constantly analysing all the nonsense i dreamt and forgetting them. disturbing. and even though i wanted kris to make it to the final 3, yeah, my mouth dropped open when secrest announced his name first. sara yang called me before i watched the results but i didn't pick up. so she sent me an sms saying she had bad news for me. and i nearly cried! okay, i kinda of cried. i was like, noooooo! don't say it please! just don't! and she was like, just joking, kris is safe. allison got kicked out. omg, i was so relieved! but like arielene says, he's gonna have a kick-ass career even if he doesn't win(: yay, going shopping with arielene for her confi stuff cause i can't make it for her confi. it's 2 days before chinese os. i need to sleep a lot before i feel like doing chinese. like i mentioned before, i need to be in a certain mood to do chinese. so i achieve that by sleep therapy. yes, i pyscho myself into feeling like i can do chinese. whatever.
posted on Friday, May 01, 2009
omg, what's wrong with me it's friggin almost 4am? and i had to decide to take a nap at 930pm. today was the chinese and ss papers. it sucked to be totally honest cause i didn't finish studying for ss and i completely wasn't in the mood to do chinese (yes, i need to be 'in the zone' to do chinese, shut up, i know who's laughing) but before ss even though we had time to chiong i just couldn't do it. i couldn't focus. so i gave up and went to the chapel, dragging arielene with me, and it was the best thing i did today. it was so calming, just utter tranquility(: and i went into the exam hall knowing that i'm gonna pay for not studying hard enough, but that's my fault. i just went in there to do what i could, and know that God did all he could for me too. i guess in the past year there've been so many things that changed and it's made me shift my focus in life. i guess it really took all that for me to realise that the possibility of you losing someone in the blink of an eye is real. i still get flashbacks of those incidents everyday and i know there's nothing i can or could have ever done. it's drawing the line between holding on and letting go that's become so hard.
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