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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Sunday, March 22, 2009God, how on earth did i make it through these past few months?Somebody turn the lights on, Somebody tell me what's wrong, I'd be lying if I told you, Losing you was something I could handle, Somebody turn the lights on, Somebody tell me how long, All this darkness will surround you, Cause I'm burning for you, Burning like a candle posted on Saturday, March 21, 2009i am thoroughly annoyed.first of all, i think my spelling of thoroughly is wrong. but anyway, sketchup is screwed. it's always lagging on me! and and and i cannot hear music on this computer! the laptop is in my parents' room and i'm not about to go in and get caught. my sister took her laptop to vietnam, which has bluetooth and all the rest of my confi pictures which i meant to send to this computer but never got around to it. how typical. gah, i love pride and prejudice, not the movie. the book la. even though keira knightly is prettaye. the book is way better omg. i hate chinese oral. i went for it totally unprepared to even speak chinese. and the reading passage was bloody hard! so i just read really fast, made a lot of mistakes and skipped a lot of words. i read really slowly during the middle part because i was unsure of hell of a lot of words that i probably should know! my topic was on rebellious teens. and i didn't even know that such a topic existed. so i just gave the really standard answer and heck it. she didn't really want to listen to me either. i think she wanted to go home too. today didn't hurt so much. this is my favourite time. when most people are sleeping and it's real quiet. no one disturbs me(: posted on Friday, March 20, 2009this is my 11th post since she left.hmmm, as much as i hate to admit it, i'm beginning to freak out. yes, blogging when you're freaking out at 2 am in the morning isn't the best solution. but i kind of just remembered i have chinese oral at 1030am later. urgh, stupid google sketchup is laggy. again. i hate aep. it's frigging screwed up too. i can't believe they make everything from science to oral communication to art and drama examinable. like what's their bloody problem? okay, don't bitch so much liz, it's still lent. come on, think positive. okay, my dad's getting baptised this easter! yay, so excited(: i think he's pretty excited too cause he's really enthu about his rcia and stuff. i just really wish she could be there too. when mom mentioned it to her last november, she already knew she wasn't going to make it and it probably made her real sad. God, i just miss her so much. but i did what i could. and if i had to do it all again i wouldn't change a thing. now everyday, it hurts a little less each time i think about her. and i truly believe that one day, i'll be able to let the memories flow while accepting the pain for what it is. and maybe i'll be able to tell people what it was like and help others too. and eventually, i'll be able to say the words i've avoided for months already. gosh, can you believe it? it's been 3 months and almost 2 days. why does it seem just like yesterday? posted on Monday, March 16, 2009seriously!i'm suddenly addicted to reading. even when i should be doing my work. what bad timing i have. but i love reading. practically everything (as long as it's not work) from pride and prejudice to twilight to the undomestic goddess to wuthering heights yes, i found the last one a bit depressing. maybe it's just me. but i love the austen family series. because i simply think that my life has an uncanny resemblance to vicky's. it's even strange how the age fits. even though we don't have the same number of siblings, maybe i read too much into things. but i'm dying to read troubling a star. gah, i want to go on a book spree. jie's in vietnam now! aiyoooo, that girl. i don't know if she can take care of herself! and she was so reluctant to go. plus when she comes back she has to move to the hostel. how is she going to wake up on time? then she's going to be so tired and she brought so much work to vietnam. crazy woman. i think her council is bullying her. and i'm not happy about it. i shall be nice and not pray that they get struck by lightning. huh! so glad that the litdrama competition is over. ahhh, i was day dreaming on stange and almost completely missed my line! thank god i snapped out of it. the fainting thing wasn't that hard to do. it didn't even hurt, surprisingly. rc was really stressed up over the whole thing. that sweet girl. even though we didn't win anything i still think we rocked, you can't deny it. haha, considering we changed actresses less than a week before (yes, me). our props were the best. we even had the real ironing board okay! haha. technically, we had the least time to prepare for it and somehow whatever group i work with ends up like that. i don't think it's my fault, it just happens to happen to me. yes, my complicated life. but i'm content. at least i know i should be, but at the back of my mind i can't help but question. i don't know why i keep searching when there's nothing to find. "it's like running through the fire when there's nothing left to save it's like chasing the very last train when we both know it's too late" i keep asking the same questions that i don't have to right to ask. and it's killing me inside. and at the end of it all i always come to the same conclusion, if there were answers to those questions, she'd still be here, wouldn't she/ and as always, it doesn't change a thing. posted on Thursday, March 05, 2009ahhh,i'm trying to be normal again. random! gosh, i have bad sleeping positions. now my leg feel strangely disconnected from the rest of my body. gah, |
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