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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Sunday, January 09, 2011"sometimes i just don't know if ac and ki was the right choice"- 27/6 but now i know it is. a right choice isn't what it is because good things happen or because it necessarily advances your position in life, benefits you in the most obvious way. this choice is what it is because a part of me still need to grow up and learn to cope away from home, away from safety and security. it is the right choice because some way or another, whether i'm fully able to believe it or not, God brought me to it. now i've got to make the most of it. ac may never be able to give me the same warm fuzzy feeling that ij did but why should i expect that? it shouldn't stop me from feeling affiliation to it. ki may be a departure from things and it may be scary at times, it may drive me crazy at times and it may be a challenge but, but what? i chose it. and i hate how blame it all so easily on a subject. like my faith was never strong enough to withstand the probing. i hate how you twisted all the things i told you to fit your little delusion. i hate how you did it behind my back. i hate how i trusted you with my thoughts. well, reality bites. you were never really trustworthy. poor judgement on my part. but ki has made me realise a whole lot of things and so far, i've been ready to accept them and change my views about somethings. but it's only been a year. this year, it's ethics. and i've been praying that i can get through this alive. maybe my pride may take quite a lashing, my thoughts and assumptions and beliefs might get muddied, my sense may be twisted and turned into a jumble, my faith may be trampled on but hopefully, i recover. You said to lean on Your arm, and i am leaning; You said to trust in Your love, and i am trusting; You said to call on Your name, and i am calling; i'm stepping out on Your word. -Maya Angelou |
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