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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Friday, July 30, 2010i don't know why it still is.but i can't help it. i've tried and tried to say what's on my mind. but it always gets too close - and i recoil. i flinch, i shrink into myself. some psycho analysis might suggest it stems from a deep need to protect myself. but i'm tired of that, that fear. because it seems that the only way i know how to protect myself is to distance and cut off people from my life. it's it's just what i've been doing for the past year and a half. and soon it will be 2 years. and i will be posted on Saturday, July 10, 2010talking to cass the other day before pe made me realise a lot of things,and just how stupid i've been. maybe it was because i knew what it meant and i wanted that. i wanted things to be so different. maybe it was because all along i thought it could be an exception this time. but we're just the rule. but there was something she said that i wish she didn't. because it's given me false hope before i've even fully given up. and i shouldn't be thinking still, i shouldn't keep wishing, but deep down i want to be convince that this time it mattered and this time it was real.
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