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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Thursday, July 31, 2008i'm okay.i really am. just feeling alittle empty now. but it's fine with me. feel a bit like i've disappointed my friends. but i know they love me. and i love them too. MAHALKITA! je vous aime! told you i'd find out beatrice! aha. just don't expect too much of me please. posted on Tuesday, July 29, 2008"i'm okay," that's what i said that's what i really meant to say "i pray that'll come true" that's what my heart says. posted on Sunday, July 27, 2008stupid blogger.grrrr. jaime owes me an email. arielle and beatrice owe me a letter each. beatrice actually owes me double. cause mine was a 2-in-1! haha. must remember to bring the boards for aep on monday or clara will kill me. KILL. i tell you. she can be quite violent... well, not exactly... but i'm proud of her. she's not so shy anymore. not as quite and GOONDOO as before... :D yay. i have nice friends. correction. i have great friends! who comfort me when i'm down and make me feel perfectly normal cause they're so much weirder. hee! thanks God. talk to you later! after jr cat. cause i gotta finish my homework before my mom kills me. presentation on tuesday'd better be alright. and yes, once again, i'm going to postphone helping out in church cause i couldn't wake up this morning... and i couldn't open the door when i got back from tuition so i had to go round the back. hmp! the door doesn't like me. God has plans for me! and i trust Him! cause He'll make me shine like the stars up above even if it means going through crap i just know that i've gotta trust Him rephrase: i just have to trust Him and everything's gonna be alright! come on su! stop being to paranoid! you can close your eyes, cause He'll never let you fall. posted on Saturday, July 26, 2008atticus is quite right.most people are(real nice), once you get to know them he said something like that. i'm kind of too lazy to check it up now. yay! lit seminar's coming along well. that's one thing to rejoice about. aha, i just forgot how to spell rejoice. i'm not even sure is that's the correct spelling. thanks, you! for making me feel better! oh man, i sure feel pathetic from the way everyone treats me so nicely. i feel bad. cause i'm always so preoccupied with everything else council, red cross, aep, church, studies, but i have faith. and i'll make it through can't thank God enough for all the nice people in this world. we watched a bit of remember the titans during rme. yay, it's nice. but erm, some weird scenes. haha. my class tend to over react sometimes... but it's a good movie exco results out next week. somehow, some part of me doesn't seem to realise. maybe i'm too tired. headaches and heartaches can't quite tell the difference sometimes. beatrice! don't think too far! you have a wild imagination and i know it! so stop making assumptions! posted on Sunday, July 20, 2008you're not really hereyeah. i'm tired. i guess i gave up writing all those emo posts. i should be okay now right? i mean, it's been a blooming year for crying out loud. when ever am i going to be fine? yesterday and today was the leadership workshop melvin again! haha. he came the previous time for council camp but i left on the first day cause of the perth trip. played fun games! we were super high on the first day. especially the councillors! today, still quite high but more serious. haha, i didn't say he was gay! just sounds a bit la, his voice sounds a bit girly when he's serious. i actually thought he was pretending. i wanted to go help out later at church. sell stuff in the morning but i'd be late for tuition plus i'm too tired. but i can;'t sleep/ the brain can't shut down properly. again. pray it's not so bad tonight. yay, esther's going for duty tmr! i won't be alone. ((: posted on Sunday, July 13, 2008farewell camp is overand it was seriously terrible and i'm sick of hiding emotions so i don't really care if i offend. but i'm head of publicity:D don't ask me what i'm supposed to do. i'm not that sure either. went to church after that for mip duty and i was late. how embarrassing is that? missed my first jr cat meeting cause of camp and late for duty. aiyo. but thanks to everyone there for your kind concern. it's complicated and more than i can explain. but in time, i'll heal. and one day i'm gonna be okay again. it's that kind of fear that grips you by the throat, seizes you by head and dunks you under ice cold water till your lungs are filled and you're gasping for air and your poor heart is shattered with doubt again. just after you though you'd put it back together somehow all that sewing and glue didn't hold the pieces together. so now i'm stuck. in between the fear of losing all that i hold dear and the fear that in losing, i'll lose my mind. i'll lose something dear. and i'll lose a part of me cause life's difficult and people can't stay forever. opportunites will come and go but i have to accept that it's ok if it's God's will but beatrice was real sweet. i love you beatrice! and special thanks to some others, who were nice and funny. God bless you too posted on Thursday, July 03, 2008ok, this is the part where i tell the truth.cause everyone pretty much knows the truth? yeah. being in the student council top ten is shocking! and scary. cause of the say-a-speech-to-the-whole-school-part. exco speech was, ehhh okay i guess. freaking nerve-wrecking. my legs were shaking. nearly fainted after. thank goodness i didn't! or the whole blooming school would have seen. megan was nice today, she gave me chocolate. :D i am pissed of with quite a number of people. i think i should go and forget them cause they just make me want to kill them and they're really not worth going to jail for. their not even worth concern but still i deserve the right to know the truth. so please stop trying to sabotage my campaign just so things will go your way. cause i want to know the damn truth. not some screwed up version. i miss ms mara! i am going to be annoyed at sji now because they stole ms mara back and made me cry!!! ahhh. haha ss was quite funny today. but i still like ms mara! yay, she was probably the best teacher i've come across. jr cat sounds disappointing. i thought we'd get to teach kids. oh well. mom will make me quit straight after mip anyway. :(( |
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