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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Tuesday, May 25, 2010i'm tired and i'm crying and i'm so fcking pissed off.and all you can do is tell me about your frigging tests and how YOU have no life? i'm the idiot with no life because i keep trying to hold us together. i'm so sick and tired of trying for you when you don't give a damn. i tried. i tried so many times. and i even felt bad for getting mad at you but i don't now. can you just stop being the problem and try solving this one? forget it, don't even try. that way we can both stop and there won't be a problem. because there won't be an 'us' anymore. screw you, seriously. don't come around acting like i shouldn't expect you to revolve around our friendship when your the ass who's doing that to me, making me change and re-organise and re-plan everything. so let's get this straight. you are not the centre of my universe. and i'm sorry. i mistook you for someone else "someone who gave a damn, somebody more like myself" and to think that i spent so much time, overshot my sms limit again and inconvenienced my friends for this shit. posted on Thursday, May 20, 2010i'm so pissed off.i just feel like letting it rip. screaming at everyone. i hate thursdays. nothing ever goes right i hate chinese. it's such a burden i hate econs and math. they're a complete waste of my time. i hate you. for making me feel like nothing, nobody all the time i hate that i can't go for ij fiesta and that it's being made worse by some people i hate it when you keep bothering me for your own selfish reasons. go screw yourself, seriously. posted on Thursday, May 06, 2010nianci's fb post made me remember the song.I was sure by now That You would have reached down And wiped our tears away Stepped in and saved the day But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining As the thunder rolls I barely hear Your whisper through the rain "I'm with you" And as You mercy falls I raise my hands and praise the God who gives And takes away I'll praise You in this storm And I will life my hands For You are who You are No matter where I am Every tear I've cried You hold in Your hand You never left my side And though my heart is torn I will praise You in this storm I remember when I stumbled in the wind You heard my cry You raised me up again My strength is almost gone How can I carry on If I can't find You As the thunder rolls I barely hear You whisper through the rain "I'm with you" And as Your mercy falls I raise my hands and praise the God who gives And takes away I lift my eyes unto the hills Where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord The Maker of Heaven and Earth such a beatiful song. posted on Sunday, May 02, 2010it has been a very good birthday weekend. yes. time to elaborate.starting with friday. submitted the blasted PI. FINALLY. so relieved. after an entire week of not sleeping properly and falling ill. enjoyed archery during pe even though i suck quite badly. hahaha. i think the week before was just beginners luck. hung out at the bleachers with classmates. talking about all sorts of nonsense and laughing and screaming. then we went to al ameen to eat dinner. waiting for the bus and the bus ride was super fun. hahaha. got to sleeeeep. saturday! math tuition. judith woke me up at 915 asking if i was going for tuition at 9... i went at 11. came home, bummed around. went to church(: we went to centrepoint. ate at astons and ate something called the superburger. it was figgin huge. and, i almost finished it kay. i know i'm a pig. let's move on. bought the black shirt that i need for the guitart concert next saturday which is preventing me from going for aep reunion. that aside, bumbling about with jie was fun. she gave me my present at 12 midnight. it's a book! plato and the platypus. a joke book on philosophy. hahaha. just what i need. it's super cute. sunday woke up late again. dim sum lunch! i got to order. hahaha. which i know i suck at cause i take ages when it comes to deciding on food. got to slack around and read my books and cute messages from friends. and i have a cheesecake in the fridge! :D looking forward to breakfast tmr. maybe i should go do my work now so that i can go out again tmr. hmmm. yes yes. i should. hahaha. posted on417th post.my 17th birthday is turning out to be so much better than my 16th :D this entire weekend is good(: and i'm so grateful i have such wonderful friends. and a sweet sister. and funny parents. only that, they don't know they're funny. thank you God. i really miss her today. |
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