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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Friday, March 20, 2009this is my 11th post since she left.hmmm, as much as i hate to admit it, i'm beginning to freak out. yes, blogging when you're freaking out at 2 am in the morning isn't the best solution. but i kind of just remembered i have chinese oral at 1030am later. urgh, stupid google sketchup is laggy. again. i hate aep. it's frigging screwed up too. i can't believe they make everything from science to oral communication to art and drama examinable. like what's their bloody problem? okay, don't bitch so much liz, it's still lent. come on, think positive. okay, my dad's getting baptised this easter! yay, so excited(: i think he's pretty excited too cause he's really enthu about his rcia and stuff. i just really wish she could be there too. when mom mentioned it to her last november, she already knew she wasn't going to make it and it probably made her real sad. God, i just miss her so much. but i did what i could. and if i had to do it all again i wouldn't change a thing. now everyday, it hurts a little less each time i think about her. and i truly believe that one day, i'll be able to let the memories flow while accepting the pain for what it is. and maybe i'll be able to tell people what it was like and help others too. and eventually, i'll be able to say the words i've avoided for months already. gosh, can you believe it? it's been 3 months and almost 2 days. why does it seem just like yesterday? |
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