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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Tuesday, October 28, 2008i'm okay with taking care of peoplebut just her because i love her. but i can't do one whole week of unknown people i'm just so sick of this everywhere i turn, someone's in pain, someone's dying someone needs to be taken care of. i'm sorry, Jesus. for being so selfish especially at a time like this but it's too much for me don't tell me what i can or can't handle i just hate this and yes, i blatantly resent the fact that i'm the one stuck with it but i don't hate them just the fact that i seem to be one who's been getting it lately. and i want something else something different. just get away from all this death and dying because i'm tired of it. 2 years. 2 friggin' years! like, oh come on! for the love of God, i deserve a life here but i don't want a life where i have to spend all my time worrying about other people who don't even care. and seem to think it's their God-forsaken right that i be at their beck and call. it's not fair. no, i have to stop saying these things. cause God might take her away. and if He does that, if she leaves, if she goes, if i lose her, i'll lose myself. i just don't think i'll have enough of me left to carry on like that. i don't want to have to look back and cry my heart out. i don't even know where my heart is anymore. i'm sorry, Jesus. this isn't really working out. i supposed if i didn't do all those stupid things and start doubting this would have never happened. but now i'm just a fool. just plain stupid and useless. i need to get back, please. please Jesus, please. i just wanna come home. i don't wanna lose her. |
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