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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Friday, July 20, 2007dreams come true, believe it!that's what she told me that's when i cried. sorry jaime dear, but i can't help crying i just really want to be happy for you. but i can't. because i'm not the girl they want me to be. i can't be the girl they want me to be. and they're trying to limit me. and i keep thinking it's God's will but i'm starting to doubt that. why should i let them tell me i can't do it. why should i let their opinions get in the way of how i live my life? it's my life damnit. so stop making it look like yours. i'm so damn tired of being controlled by you. i want to live my own life. away from them away from all those terrible things they said away from all the hurtful things they did away from this oppression. she doesn't even know what a youth rally is. so who's she to tell me i can't go? at least they know what their talking about. they don't spout stuff from books. maybe that's why she tries to control me. cause she doesn't know anything and she doesn't want be to be different. well i don't want to be one of your damned communist ideas! so just stop ruining my life with all your crap already! you know that i can't sleep well at night still? ever since i was young i thought you hated me and was scared tha tyou were going to dump me alone? now, i'd wish you'd do that. because i can't take it anymore. i just want to get away from here. far far away. at least those nyc people know what it's like to feel that God's abandoned them to feel that God isn't right for the first time. they understand that feeling. and you don't know a damn thing do you? i really wish you'd just burn in hell right now. |
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