CHURCH CAMP!
posted on Monday, June 25, 2007
whoo! back from church camp!
it rawked mann!
much better than last year!
i was in group 3! and we called ourselves 903!
when we were playing games, we launched a complain that our group only had 2 boys while the other group had 5. so our facil said something like: no la, they have 5 boys but all of them are gay. only one of the guys on our side is gay. and it was pretty obvious who she was refering too... and i quote that guy in my group: " flowers are cool!"
LOL!
anyway, we barely slept at night because of dear ms bridgette! after we joined four beds together, she happily plonked herself in between kimberly's and my bed. she kept us awake practically the whole night! she said the fan was making her horny. and she also said my bed was sexy! yeah! haha. the pillows just don't like her. plus, the parent volunteer tried to get us to sleep so many times. i apologise for giving her such a hard time. we kept pretending to sleep. and bridgette pretended to sleep with her glasses on! talk about being silly! we talked until about 2+? before we shooed her off and she tried to do her homework but only got around to writing her name, class and index.
the next day, we were super tired and couldn't wake up. then while a parent volunteer was trying to wake kimberly up, she scared the crap out of me! and it was cold mann. haha. played super fun games and we got warm fuzzy's! i think iddie's was the sweetest. it almost made me cry.
in the afternoon, bridgette and me went back to the dorms even after we had cleared up. just to say good bye to the horny fan, my sexy bed and kimberly's not-so-sexy-bed. heh. it rocked.
can't wait for next year. my sister wants to facil. :D
posted on Tuesday, June 19, 2007
please stop me. stop me from crying again. please. cause every night's a nightmare. and i can't forget you. i can't forget the day you left. i can't forget the way you left. and i can't forget those pleading eyes. that sadness that filled them. and that guilt that filled my heart. now your beyond my reach. is seven months worth of grief not enough? is seven years full of deceiving myself not sufficient? then why? i just want to scream real bad. and i don't know why you're affecting me so much. i should really jut get on with my life. like everyone did. but i can't damnit. i just don't wanna leave you behind. and if i have to cry for all eternity just so i can have you back then i'll take it. because i made a mistake in letting you go and i sure want you now.
i've paid the price i'm still paying for it everyday
posted on Sunday, June 17, 2007
it seems like forever since i blogged. heh. holidays suck mann. seriously bad. trainings, :( and homework -ahh. what am i going to do about geog?! and competitions. -we are lagging behind in our cac. plus training camp. that sucked too. i screamed my lung out during night walk. fun wasn't it clara? i think she's gone deaf. yeah, so i'm at fault for that. campfire night went AWFUL. -we had no music for our dance. -re-started 3 times -and ended up with one casualty. but at the end of camp, we got promoted to coporal! whoo! and clara was best sec 2! she deserved it mann! dead tired now. still have hell lot of homework left. stupid web searches. never give anything comprehensive. oh well. these are the first few lines of a song i heard recently. it really made me cry.
here i go again promised myself i wouldn't think of you today it's been seven months and counting you moved on i still feel exactly the same
posted on Saturday, June 02, 2007

pfft.
in the past week i fell sick.
real sick. i had a sore throat.
then a fever came.
then my whole throat bacame swollen.
i couldn't eat or talk.
and i felt like crap.
plus there was a pile of homework
and a ton of people calling.
i didn't have to go for training.
and i just picked up my report book yesterday and found out there's more homework.
this sucks.
oh well.
cheerleading was funn!
we won 3rd mann!
that's pretty good! considering we didn't have a lot of time.
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