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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Friday, March 02, 2007all i can say is that i'm disappointed.in you and in me. i thought you would understand damnit. how daft can you be? stupid rather. isn't it obvious? i can't concentrate. i'm restless, are you that blind? i hate you now, you know that? i've hated you for a long time. for goodness sake, do a good job for once. why should i cry my eyes out over trying to please you? when all i get is more misery. maybe i should stop giving in to you. the more you give the more you get. but the more you get, the more you want. i hate the way you pretend to be ignorant. because if i give a damn then why can't you? you have no idea what it's like now. i feel like i've wasteed my whole life trying to please you trying to be everything i can't. why do i give so much of a damn for a piece of shit like you. it's just so hard to ask. cause i know you'll say no. and that sucks. cause it hurts. real bad. i don't know. i just don't ok? oh fine! maybe you're not expecting me to know. but i i just wanna give up. because i can't be who you want me to be. i can't keepp up with this. "pretending to be happy" crap. i feel short-changed. pathetic. that's what we all are. i wanted to grow spiritually this year. how the hell do i do that? when everywhere i turn, i see GOD doing horrible things to good people. why? why damnit why? can't anyone else understand? why did GOD do that to mrs low, why does he make us cry. why can't he just tell me the answer straight away. sorry dear Lord. i just can't do this anymore. i can't stand her. why can't you let things go my way? i know i shouldn't be selfish. but i need support right now. and thank God i get it from my friends at least. i've made terrible mistakes GOD. don't let this be another one of them. |
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