posted on Sunday, December 31, 2006
okay, some people misunderstand me... nevermind. it could be worse. oh wells time to get dressed for new year's eve dinner!
ovedose of green tea!
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i have found the cause of my annoying insomnia last night: overdose of green tea. because we ate japanese last night and i drank the whole cup of green tea and tried the stupid green tea cheesecake. which i did not like. i feel like my eyes are going to drop out soon. i was so tired this morning but i couldn't sleep so tired and frustrated that i cried. because my eyes hurt so much. i need lots and lots of alcohol tonight. oh wells,
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aahhhhhh i'm having insomnia. for real now. all week. i can't sleep well, keep tossing and turning and i just won't fall asleep. and then i wake up super early feel super tired and feel super grumpy last night: went to bed at 11.30? considered early. 1am-went to find my handphone. 1.30-amwent downstairs with jie to find food. 3am-still felt hungry 8.30am-woke and and told myself: "you gotta be kidding me" i thought it must have been 11am+ i am going to konk out tonight. i think if i go without kunch i will faint. i should probably take a nap in the afternoon. super big eye bags soon.
posted on Saturday, December 30, 2006
hey! ATTENTION ALL 6VIO'05/5VIO'04 GIRLS! if your thinking of some reunion thing contact me! you can email or tag. i'll find a way to contact you asap. if you want to help out tag too. help spread the news ok? then we can get together to plan it.
you'll always be the one i'll never forget; i meant that.
love yall! missing all those times!
posted on Friday, December 29, 2006
the new year is coming!!! i shall start on my new year's resolutions! here it goes!
1)i want to study real hard and be the top 10! 2)be more disciplined! 3)start on christmas shopping early! 4)not be so distracted! 5)not be so last minute! 6)not curse so much! 7)stop playing with my earring! 8)stop dragging my feet! 10)be less lazy! 11)lose weight! 12)be less agressive! 13)be more attentive! 14)make a difference! 15)be a good red crosser! 16)stop procrastinating! 17)learn to let go 18)put my best effort in everything! 19)stop being so forgetful 20)[ haven't thought of this one yet]
when i do think of more i'll write them down. here's a toast to the new year of 2007!
 my mom, me and my sister. taken on christmas eve '06 see the wine glass i'm holding? *wink* don't worry i wasn't drunk during midnight mass haha. i wouldn't get drunk that easily thought i've never been drunk i think van is going to be pissed if i drink on new year's eve oh well, it's in 2 days time what possibly could change my mind? *big grin*
yes you will, say you will, you know you will baby;
posted on Thursday, December 28, 2006
today i woke up at 11am! oops! i was supposed to do my tuition homework. so i got dressed and all... ate my breakfast[baegle!] then continued on my cards... i have made 8 so far... still going... need to find more stuff to draw. each one is different. so if you find that one nicer... TOO BAD! haha. i have a runny nose! stupid weather. i found my report book! thought i'd lost it. phew! next year i wanted to go to england! but since we may go another year... i want to go to japan! haha. and the music box making place... super cute! stupid rain. suddenly came pouring in through the window! wet the staircase landing. i had to wipe it up with mom 'cos the maid went to my grandmother's place. i am growing FAT. in the past week i have ate: chocolates fruit cake brownies cookies turkey ham beef more chocolates more fruit cake with A LOT of icing sweets oreos lemon puffs ice cream those are the really fattening stuff. and more chocolate. i've been eating chocolate everyday! when i go back to school i'm going to be super fat. so don't be too surprised. oh wells, another round of feasting this sunday... wish me luck!
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how do you use a semi colon? you know the ; everyone seems to just use it for anything. teachers never really taught us that... hmm, just now it was 12 exactly. and pow! i finally realised ... i should start packing my bag for next year. not sure where my english homework went. i put it in a file but i don't know which one or where... again. starting to lose everything. i guess it's a habit in my family? when you get to secondary school you automatically begin to forget a lot of stuff. today, in LL i lost the ticket thing. i was rolling it up and i sort of... forgot where i put it, turned around and poof! it was gone. smart eh? haha. oh well, 12.13am now. 28th december. i think i can't wait to get back to school! miss all my friends! and teachers! well, some only. haha! almost done watching devil beside you! last few minutes. and... done! haha. better go to bed now... good night! or morning rather...
posted on Wednesday, December 27, 2006
heloo! last night's sleep was terrible i went to bed at 12am? i couldn't sleep. insomnia coming back again. wonder why. then i suddenly felt really itchy. so i threw off the blanket. almost froze! then this blinking[literally and metaphorically] police car past by. patroling the neighbourhood i guess. in case any drunk people start wreaking havoc then i still couldn't sleep by then it was like...3+? woke up at 8 because i had tuition damnit. so bloody tired. then mom fetched me to learning lab super early! 3.30 when it starts at 4.30. so went shopping. bought some stuff. actually quite a lot of stuff. learning lab was ridiculous. i hope cheryl managed to stop laughing. thank jia an! and i think you gave me one extra present... lol. i'll return it to you soon. school's re-opening soon! getting real excited! haha. jaime, all your crapping is washing off on me. oh wells,
sorrow and time created an imaginary wall between mankind and good tidings. sadly, the sun couldn't do anything.- some crap chu ying and me wrote today during LL. ((:
posted on Tuesday, December 26, 2006
it's the second day of christmas. the 26th. not a very happy day yes, indeed, many lives were lost on this day before. this year is coming to an end. before you know it, i'll be sec 2. i'll be 14. not a girl, not yet a woman. hmm, caught inbetween. hate that feeling. time to let go. next year is going to be hard. i can already predict. not that this year was easy. this year was probably one of the hardest. sure was, not just for me i'm sure. and we'll regret a lot of stuff but we'll also find things to cherish, to love, to smile at, to remember, to learn from, to ponder over. so that's how we'll go on. year after year, till that memory of yours is filled. will it ever be? oh well, today woke up at 11am. woah, hey! it was because the night before i slept at 2+ am and woke up at 11am. so that was only... 9 hours after partying and bustling around in the kitchen for christmas eve dinner. and the next day i went to watch a movie and shopping ok! so of course i was super tired. heh. i made 4 cards! a bit late. i drew the front by myself! haha. that's why those took extra effort. sorry if you don't get a card. but this holiday season i don't feel like drawing cards so you may not get one. so sorry! i'll try to get more done. it's been raining like crazy these few days. wonder how she's holding up. i shouldn't be worrying.
Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time Amd tomorrow can never be 'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind - S Club 7, never had a dream come true
posted on Monday, December 25, 2006
watch charlotte's web! it's seriously fufnny and wilbur is adorable! when he's a baby that is... some pig eh? haha. not somey pig. i am not drunk! haha. quote from jaime: "if she sings the wrong verses at the wrong time she's drunk" lol. we were talking about me drinking the glass of wine. that how my cousins could have checked if i was drunk during midnight mass winks* midnight mass is fun! shall go again next year. just, try to get there earlier. haha. i did NOT get drunk! well, to all of you out there, may the joy of christmas bring hope and love to you and your family! usher in a blessed and fruitful 2007! - sent to me by an unknown person. thanks anyway! whoever you are! love ya. plus, happy birthday Jesus! ((:
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alright! christmas dinner was super fun! much much better than i expected it. went for midnight mass! by the time we got back it was... 2+? yeah! haha. at mass, it was so crowded! by the time we got there there were no more seats! so we sat on the steps. don't laugh jaime! yeah, i was in a gown, and heels, and i still didn't care. threatened alex that if he didn't stop complaining about his shoe we would switch. yeah, he'd die. but i'd live. he said he'd look gay. you got that part right. i got a bag from the secret santa! whom i already knew. from the hand writting (: i sort of cheated ((: i went to see the present before it was time. so i already knew what it was. :D mom got her plant! haha. i drank a whole glass of wine! :D and didn't get drunk. haha. vanessa was pissed that i got to drink. i'm going to watch charlotte's web later! wilbur the pig! so adorable! i am currently watching episode 15 of devil beside you oof. woke up at 11+ this morning almost 12. would have slept on if my cousin hadn't called. the year is coming to an end. better start thinking of new year resolutions.
posted on Sunday, December 24, 2006
christmas is tomorrow. going over to my cousin's place for dinner tonight. hope it'll be fun. and i will play the darn piano piece well. i am going to go on a diet! yes, after the holidays... eventually i will get down to it. yeah... eventually... ((: mom painted my nails today! christmas trees and SNOWFLAKES YEAPS. jaime is shoo funny. but mean! when i told her i was wearing a long black dress tonight she found it so amusing... hmm, so far christmas hasn't been very usual... two years ago i almost froze in the US. last year i got sun burned on a beach infested with jelly fish. hmm, wonder what it'll be this year. oh wells...
posted on Saturday, December 23, 2006
i'm so fed up. i'm starting to hate christmas. really really hate. everyone gets so annoying this time of year. everything's so darn commercialised, so bloody materialistic, so freakin superficial. today we were supposed to go shopping for christmas presents and the christmas dinner stuff then we all got so fed up at each other ended up yelling and quarrelling. some family this is. i mean, don't get me wrong, i don't have a dysfuntional family. well, we just don't talk that much. when my dad's on leave the only things he does is play golf, read, watch tv or sleep. when my mom actually talks to us, she's usually going on about her problems either that or talking about school, homework... like we haven't heard enough of that sh*t. my sister only complains like sh*t. about this and that. everytime. so damn bloody irritating. she thinks she has the most problems or something. well, open your worthless eyes for once and look at other people! everyone has worse problems than you and your freakin superficial ones like this person is annoying or that person is tactless. sometimes i really wonder if everyone else's family is like this? now we are all refusing to talk to each other. ever since we came back. my mom scolded my maid for being so slow and not listening to her. right now i just feel like... ah forget it. some christmas this is.
posted on Thursday, December 21, 2006
death is a heavy burden to carry. it makes you remember. remember the good times you had with that person, and the bad. it makes you recall what you did or didn't do. it just all comes flooding back. the last few minutes you spent with that person. the last few things you said to that person. one of the worst things it forces you to remember is: you couldn't do anything to stop it.
have you ever looked at something, heard something, felt something or whatever it is you did and remembered a sort of heart wrenching feeling? like your heart really is being broken. people always use that term so lightly. like when they broke up or something. but they don't realise what it's like to really lose someone. when they do, that's when the pain really kicks in. and you feel as though you want to scream just so bad, your eyes just really want to cry but somehow you just know that if you do, it will make you seem weak.
never in my life, did i feel this stupid. i can't take this. people talk about losing someone they loved so lightly. even when they haven't. they act so hurt and distraught. when they haven't friggin realised what it's really like. to miss someone so badly that you feel like pulling out all your hair. to feel responsible for someone's death. it's not fair! it's just so bloody unfair! christmas is here. people get sick of buying things which they don't know if the receiver will like or use. so they ask. yeah, sure, ask away what they want. but don't ask me. i really don't know if i can care anymore. i want something so bad that i have to cry over it for months. because i know i'll never get it. no one can make that wish come true. nothing you buy can ease that pain. nothing in this world. nothing.
so you think you know what it's like to be heart broken? to feel like you heart is going to stop any second. to think you're about to stop breathing. and to want it back even more? and all you can do is act as though you've gotten over it. and give those fake smiles. yes, maybe eventually they'll turn into real ones. i can only hope now. that i'll get over it. that i'll be okay.
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you know that feeling where you just want to dream? or you''re day dreaming and you just want to sat in that state? and you keep floating in and out of it? oh nevermind. maybe i'm too tired or i've had too much sugar. i think it's the latter. i ate pancakes, honey, fruitcake, that turkish thingy, hmmm, then i should be hyper? not really. spent most of my energy making the darn pancakes with my sister. and she sure doesn't know how to cook! she was stirring the batter damn slow! then when we poured the batter she made a pancake with a big hole in it! we burnt one. tried to make one into a heart shape. and they ended up looking like one side prata, the other side pancake. pancake prata or prata pancake? thanks again carina for the chocolates! can't remember if i thanked you yet. i am not tai tai chu ying! don't be like the other evil LL people and call me tai tai! hmp! sorry couldn't help you with english. i'm not that good at explaining things. that's why i'll never become a teacher (: christmas in 4 days! new year's day in 10 days! so super doomed. yeah! i'm sharing the cost of jaime's present with lala. i got a new pair of earrings today! mommy made them! green ones too! haha. super happy! i shall continue watching devil beside you! it only has like...12 episodes? eh. either that or i'm not looking carefully. i need a new pair of specs my degree has probably gone up especially since i hardly wear them. big sigh. i don't think this will make me die early. hope it doesn't.
posted on Wednesday, December 20, 2006
heloo. i came back from learning lab! and guess who i saw! CHU YING! haha. i didn't know it was her first time anyway, she must be very discouraged it was super boring today as usual, carina and debby were calling me tai tai and found my shoes taitai-ish and amusing. 5 day's till christmas. carina thank yoo for the lovely chocolates you gave me! i shall buy you something extra! i think. i shall buy you all post christmas presents instead or christmas ones. since i can't finish buying them all and it would be unfair. watching devil beside you currently on episode 4 a bit cliched but nevertheless funny i am hungry rarr! actually not. just sort of...grouchy? don't want to go back to school. ): but i want to see my friends! sigh.
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ahhh... i'm super tired now. but i can't sleep. slept at like...2am and woke up 3 times well, i didn't really wake up. sort of... didn't fall asleep completely like... semi-consious. and then i suddenly become fully awake! could have died this morning. tuition! and 9 am! so i woke up at 8am maybe tomorrow it will be 7am. oh dear! i'd better not say anything in case i really wake up at 7am and i can't go back to sleep. i'm going to have huge eye-bags! eeks! ahhhh crap, there's LL later. sigh. teresa says if you sigh a lot you die faster... i guess it's got to do with sorrow and depression that kind of crap. sniffles. ok, some people do weird things. well, in my opinion weird. but you notice majority finds it weird? that's why we say it's weird. but majority doesn't make it right? i hate this sort of thing. because you really wish it would be easier but it's so jumbled up you don't know where to start with. it's all grey. no black or white. sigh... here i go again...
all i want for christmas is you!
my great achievement!
posted on Tuesday, December 19, 2006
haha. i did something great today! i'm so proud of myself! ok, maybe not but anyway. that special, great, thing that i did is... ((: i woke up early! yup! hey! don't give me that look. the that's- so-diao-and-pathetic-look. for the past few days[when i don't have training] i usually wake up at 10+ so today i woke up at 9 i am now addicted to: cereal honey ths song e zuo ju from it started with a kiss the sweet thing my cousins bought from turkey sleep. i was always addicted to sleep so it doesn't matter much dad's at work. mom's out. at the house in where? mt signai[i have no idea how to spell it] pronounced as "sigh-nai" lol. jie's at some council thing? poor jie. so busy. eeks! i haven't started m christmas shopping! die. i was supposed to start long time ago but i always end up buying stuff for myself. (: oh well, i better go sort out what i'm going to buy for each person.
wo cai fa xian ni hen yao yan qing rang wo zai qiao qiao ni de shuang yan mei you ren liao jie mei you ren xiang wo he mo sheng ren de ai lian
- e zuo ju
posted on Monday, December 18, 2006
omgosh! watching it started with a kiss special. super funny! haha! must watch! super hilarious! eh! the girl's name is xin hui! lol. today did cip at amk. so tiring. haha. the lady there was so funny and nice. ahaha. the pms guy wasn't there. while we were waiting outside for clara, jaime told me he didn't work mornings. so yz was like: "you never heard of morning sickness ar?" lol! eh finished watching the special. hah! yz! i didn't cry! ((: you were wrong! aiya, why didn't i bet with money! well, the chances of my losing were 80% haha. knowing me, yes, i cry a lot. lala is not responding again. ... sometimes i really wonder if she's there. eh, i think she isn't. fine. she can stay evil i shall continue... erm... doing whatever is i am doing... which is blogging. and practically nothing else. oh well, ((: time to find something else to do.
and she cried
((:
posted on Sunday, December 17, 2006
this is from jaime. thank you for giving me something to do.
name 10 things you want to do before you turn 20: 1) go to a good jc and university 2) whiten my teeth 3) get down to christmas shopping early! 4) go to england and visit my cousins 5) go to japan to try on the kimono! 6) sit in a limo! 7) get contacts 8) like jaime said, get a good boyfriend? after sec 4! 9) maybe try working part-time? 10) hold a sec 1/1 '06[or 2/1 '07, sec 4, jc, or uni] class reunion party!
name 10 things you want to own: 1) that french hat from esprit! 2) lots of earrings! 3) that skirt! from goodness knows where. 4) a private jet 5) US$100 million dollars ((: 6) tonnes of music boxes 7) those shoes! from goodness knows where again. 8) a super nice big house! 9) a super smart and hardworking brain 10) another US$50 million? :D
another 5 people to do this: daffy xin hui jia an everyone else in 1/1 'o6 who has a blog!
TOTAL EVILNESS! (:
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8 more days till christmas! 15 more days till the new year. sigh. depressing isn't it? went to vivo on friday! slacked the whole of saturday! and went to church before going out for dinner. went to my dad's friend's seafood place. food took a ruddy long time to come. i felt queasy after eating it. sat out in the open. UNDER A TREE! haha. luckily nothing dropped on us. neither did it rain. cousins gave us some sweet thing from turkey getting addicted to that too. ((: i eat honey now. with almost everything i can. i got so bored just now that i just took a spoon and scooped honey out and put it in my mouth. BIG mistake. almost choked. haha. did tuition homework today. and i read a lot of books! this is the first holiday that i have read so much! big achievement! i've read...about 11 books in to months! wow. that's a lot for someone like me. lol! going to visit marianne soon! she's gonna be one year and one month old soon! haha. i must start christmas shopping. and stop buying stuff for myself. ((: since i already have so many things. i just realised what i should have put on my secret santa list. but it's too late now. ): oh well. time to move on.
i think i'll start to miss you
posted on Thursday, December 14, 2006
last training is over! yup! today we did banner and footdrill and more banner. banner turned out like shit. i will never ever ever ever ever design such a complicated banner ever ever ever ever ever ever ever again. next year i shall just draw a smiley face and the words red cross. footdrill was like hell. ma'am eirene& ma'am adelene came back. they helped us with the banner and commanded a bit for footdrill. haven't got the pictures form ma'am poovanesh yet. tired like crap. have tonnes of christmas shopping to get down to yes! tomorrow there's no piano! yeah! i am currently eating cereal. at 9+ at night a bit early. or maybe late. didn't eat breakfast this morning. ate pizza for lunch. my toe feels like it's coming off. ouch. i am addicted to the cereal. hehe. tooday seniors couldn't stop talking about all the chinese dramas. the only one i knew was it started with a kiss. cause that's the only one i watched. lol. i sound pathetic. CLARABELL! muahahah. you were supposed to come for training! grrrr. we really needed your help! all your fault! hmp! "i don't friend you!" i know that sounds awfully wrong. prison break! LL yesterday was stupid. teacher was like:" elizabeth is a good reader!" like: what on earth?! can you bother someone else? must ask me to read!" carina found that very funny. i found it very annoying. ms ong wasn't there. disappeared. i hope. nah, i was guessing. hehe. joking! jia an, if you read this please don't tell her i said it. *winks* i'd give it all to change the way the world goes round - S Club 7, have you ever
posted on Wednesday, December 13, 2006
yeah! i finished one book of tuition![zao ju and chose the word to fill in the blank thing] haha. talking to the girl from my evac bronze grp. we started talking about dogs. yeah, i know. i'm not going to start crying now. yesterday was SANA. the bloody annoying boy from -- ---'s[guess. it's pretty obvious which boody annoying boy's school has pathetic gays] sitting beside me was driving me to the brink of insanity! i could have hacked him with my pen! but overall it was ok. monday...didn't do much. yeah, that's about it. holidays are getting boring. i finished watching it started with a kiss. don't really feel like watching anything else. can't go out much because of training. later there's LL. where i have to face the abusive employer carina. mushroom isn't coming. not sure if debby's going. cheryl? hmm, siao yi! you betrayed us! quit LL. EVILEVILEVILEVILEVILEVILEVILEVIL! haha. i have tonnes of christmas shopping to get down to! i guess next week will be one hell of a hectic week looking for all that.
have you ever loved and lost somebody wish there was chance to say i'm sorry can't you see that's the way i feel about you and me baby have you ever felt your heart was breakin' lookin' down the road you should be takin' i should know cause' i loved and lost and lost the day i let you go - have you ever, S CLUB 7
posted on Monday, December 11, 2006
omgosh! i'm so super blur! i typed two blank posts! i wrote the tittle and then pressed enter! and i did it twice! haha! how stupid! oh dear! [wait, let me finish laughing at my own stupidity] ok. [laughs again] i finished watching it started with a kiss! yeah! next year the 2nd series is coming out! whoots! the endng was super funny! now i need to go bleh tomorrow's SANA course wed there's tuition in the morning AND afternoon! like: bloody hell! thursday: last training friday: no piano! yeah! phew. must start christmas shopping then need to buy loads of presents! i am going on to watch devil beside you! recommended by qunlin. this had better help my chinese! i woke up super late today but tomorrow i probably have to wake up super early have to be at seng kang! so far! sigh better than at kebangan[sp?] for another stupid accreditation need to find something to eat either than chocolates or i will put on weight dramatically! although i already think i have my mom has this british heart foundation diet i shall try it out soon. only thing is, i don't drink black coffee neither do i eat beetroot nor so many vegetables! ok, maybe it's not exactly a lot but anyway if your really bored watch: it started with a kiss! really nice and funny! holidays are ending. sobs.. guess it's time to start thinking about next year? NO WAY! haha. maybe i should start thinking of what combination i want to take in sec 3 lately i've started an obsession on the song "have you ever" by s club 7 sho nice! sometimes it just relates so well to something that i'm thinking of that i cry i'm being emotional. yes, i know. well, i'd better get going. bye!
ahh!
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project red cross love
posted on Sunday, December 10, 2006
yipee! project red cross love is over! i can relax now! no need to worry about the dance steps costume! lol. i was supposed to meet ma'am poovanesh, ma'am priya, teresa, shannon, and m.lavaanya at the bradell heights CC by 8. but by the time i arrived it was already 8! so i called and realised they were still at tp. then rushed to change because i didn't wear my costume properly. i thought i was late! then do my hair and jewellery. there were these aunties in the changing room and they kept asking where we bought the costume and all. then halfway they came and tug here tug there at my costume and :" ta hen shou eh! zhen de, ni kan!" like[walau] go bugger someone else! haha. then at first the baking of one of my earrings went missing! so we found one on the chair and just used it. then we couldn't take it out. oof. of course it came out in the end. in the middle of the performance i thought one of the bangles dropped! but i just continued dancing. when i counted again all were on my hand. phew! the costume was SUPER big. even though my mom already adjusted it. before the performance teresa was like: what if your pants drops leh? haha. of course you pull up your pants and run! lol! had lotsa fun today! what a day it has been! when i get the pictures i'll upload them here. probably on wed? lol. till then, i hope i can get the song out of my head!
hilarious!
posted on Saturday, December 09, 2006
this is part of the convo xyz and i just had. it's super funny.
`elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: it's already 10.24! `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: die die die `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: haii xYZ . says: ? xYZ . says: ? xYZ . says: ? `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: can time pass slower!!!! xYZ . says: y die? xYZ . says: y u wan slow? `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: i have to sleep soon xYZ . says: u finish hw le mah xYZ . says: no nid worry xYZ . says: lol `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: and when i wake up xYZ . says: cheh `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: it will be 7 xYZ . says: n den? `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: then i have to put on the costume & make up `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: then rush to the CC `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: and then i die! `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: haii `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: have to dance la! `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: then they taught me the steps on thursday! `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: i'm sure to make mistakes `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: what do i do!!? xYZ . says: relax xYZ . says: relax `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: they said its ok because i only had an hr to learn `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: but like xYZ . says: tell urself u can do it. xYZ . says: ya `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: it will be supersupersuper malu! xYZ . says: nvm de. xYZ . says: no la xYZ . says: i bet the rest is oso liddat. `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: i think my head is about to explode `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: no! `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: they already knew since last year! xYZ . says: ohh `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: i wanna cry liao xYZ . says: den nvm. if they dare to laugh at u den u can say "i onli noe yesterday leh! very good liao hor! " xYZ . says: lol `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: haha xYZ . says: haha xYZ . says: den u scold them xYZ . says: #%$%$^%# *()&() `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: ... xYZ . says: rawr xYZ . says: laugh somemore> `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: haha xYZ . says: huh xYZ . says: den give a buay song face `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: haha xYZ . says: stare at them for 1/2 a min xYZ . says: den walk away like ah beng xYZ . says: lol `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: im laughing like siao already! `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: i think you can be a comedian xYZ . says: lol xYZ . says: hahaha `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: im still laughing la! xYZ . says: ty ty `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: im gonna post this convo xYZ . says: i got 1 very good supporter. xYZ . says: huh xYZ . says: dun wan la `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: haha xYZ . says: eh. xYZ . says: dun leh `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: why/ xYZ . says: i will paiseh de xYZ . says: hahaha `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: haha `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: no la xYZ . says: u dunno i will shy meh xYZ . says: hahas `elizabeth. [coffee&gingerbread] fallenevenmoreinlovewithyou says: haha
that's it! ahh. still a bit worried about the dance tomorrow! but shall try to be confident! i said TRY! no 100% guarantee! haha. THANK YOU XYZ! making me feel tones better. now she's whining and telling me not to post this. too late. muahahaha.
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whoo! today was my sister's confirmation! watching out for her was super fun! but after that it got super boring. and the annoying group of boys behind me were total jerks. anyway, my sister friends came and gave her flowers! haha. then we went home. vanes, anuty margeret, popo, aunty irene, came over. dad bought so much food! cake, curry puffs, durian puffs[eww], and tarts! but we finished it all! haha. yummy! oof. tired now. tomorrow got the indian dance! ahhhh! why did project red cross love have to be tomorrow! i only learnt the dance steps on thursday. ahhh! so doomed. i hope i don't do anything wrong! ahhh. crap.
posted on Monday, December 04, 2006
have you ever noticed how somethings don't appear to be turning out your way but somehow unfold and you find that it was all planned out by GOD since the beggining. so many things have happened that made me start thinking about how GOD can sometimes play "jokes" on us. he makes us worry so mauch but everything turns out to be fine! like the perth trip and sdc. at first i thought: oh dear, once i come back i have to go for camp. then the perth trip was postphoned to march and i thought: oh, not so bad. then i heard sdc was also in march so i freaked. i wanted to go for both! then, they say the date of sdc is going to be changed again! so yay! haha. GOD sure planned that one out. sometimes i just want to say such a big thank you that i wish i could hug that person.
lol. now i'm watching it started with a kiss! many thanks to yun zhu for introducing me to it! OMG! is the guy gay? ok, i shant be mean. he's quite poor thing, when small his mother dress him up into a girl. xiang qin's friends are so funny! and zhi shu's mom! try to match-make them. luckily i don't have a mother like that! it would be crazy! omgomgomgomgomgosh! so malu! haha. he is scary.
posted on Saturday, December 02, 2006
watched troy last night! some parts were confusing but overall it was ok. i wouldn't say it was bad or anything. but just ok. i liked the song! by josh groban. ok fine, i forgot the name again. the movie was quite inaccurate. i read the luck of troy today. at te end i sort of gave up because i wanted to come online. haha. enough about troy. today was a very dead day. everyone is like...so dead and moody. hmm, there's this person who is really really annoying to the bone! and everyone hates her but she doesn't realise it. the worst part is, she thinks i'm her friend. like wth?! she's just so fake and its obvious. plus she's arrogant. i can't stand people! ok that's a bit extreme. but if you think more about it, it does make sense.
our sense of greatness is measured by how academically well we do. by the number of degrees or masters, scholarships and work we can acomplish in a day. we'd rather believe what's on paper, what's written on a mere sheet of paper. either that, or we measure others by their job, their status in society, wealth. it's all just so superficial. you don't judge someone by the number of materialistic possessions they have! they say that a lie, when told a thousand times becomes the truth. well, i can't accept that! nevernevernever! it won't change the way GOD sees you! he knows the REAL truth. that's what really matters! why does everyone care so much about what others think of them but not what GOD thinks of them? why do people find it so easy to believe what the damn media says but doubt the bible! why can't humans friggin realise their plain stupidity! damnit! stop being pathetic! i should get anger management courses. oh well, hafta' go to church. bye!
posted on Friday, December 01, 2006
OMGOSH! yesterday was SUPERSUPER FUN! haha. went to escape theme park! sat on sh0ooooooooooooooooooo many rides and i screamed on everyone of them! haha. especially rainbow! which the seniors found so fun. lol. when we sat on the teacup thingy i was screaming and screaming and lala was like: " look at the clouds! look at the birds!" and laughing at me. sat on the viking ship too! luckily we sat in the middle or else i would have screamed even more! suprisingly, today i don't have a sore throat! lol. we played games. i won some dinosaur torch thingy as a consolation prise. the sucky part was, when we played the horse racing game, i came in second and they didn't give me a prize! damnit! it was only a split second! lol. we went on the water one and got soaked! haha. i screamed all the way down! ended up friggin cold! at around 3, we left and went to pasir ris park! but we cut through the chalets there, there was this guy yelling crazy stuff and standing on the bench. so i accidentally said a bit too loudly: what the hell? and he immediately stopped and jumped off. he was like: sorry! -.-''' so diao. what was even worse was that on our way out this guy riding a bicycle suddenly yelled something like: "i love you---" we were like: eh? finally got to pasir ris park. we were playing at the beach then the seniors through a stick in the water and screamed. like it was a tsunami. -.^ and on our way back there were so many people asking us to donate to some charity. somehow we just didn't feel that they were very reliable. donate to RED CROSS! lol. bought some pen which cos $3 at popular it would probably be $1. i mean, being in red cross you expect me to be a bit more...charitable and all but somehow they just don't really seem like it for charity. maybe it's because red cross is aknowledged globally so we have a tendancy to trust certain sharities more but... i don't know. hard to explain. when i reached home i kept feeling like i was on the rainbow thing! so freaky! couldn't concerntrate or focus on anything. now my arms, legs and back hurts! bleh.
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