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Where Did You Come From LadyElizabeth Tan♥ |
posted on Sunday, November 12, 2006i've had a lot of time to think. and i don't know why i didn't think about this earlier. i miss everything. my friends from primary school, free time, being ignorant, i think i'm even starting to miss school. all my friends are there. now, i'm so busy i don't really know if i'm happy. i don't know what i want, what to do. everything's drifting apart and it's like i'm struggling to grab it back. i've lost so much and i realised it too late. i just realised i lost so many friends because we haven't talked for so long. and i'm regretting it more than ever. everyone's so changed. not the people i knew, the ones i could trust or talk to when i was feeling down. it feels like there's this huge gap in between us. if the person i'm refefring to is reading this post, please don't feel offended. it's my fault. really. i should have kept in touch like i said i would. i should have. just now you were online and i didn't bother to talk to you. maybe i was scared. because i haven't talked to you in so long that you might have changed and i just didn't want to disturb you. what if you found me a bother? i can't let it go. i miss everything that we shared. the laughter, the fun, the tears, the memories. all those times we got scolded by a teacher, whch wasn't really a lot, but all the pair work and group work that we did together. i can't believe that what we once thought to be a strong friendship has just sunk. right in front of me. and i didn't do anything about it. i feel like an idiot for doing that. i hate myself for it. i really want to make up for it but sometimes, you just won't talk. i tried, and gave up. maybe too soon, i didn't really give it a chance did i? oh, i'm so sorry. and this post is just for all those people who i may not talk to ever again. because i'm too stupid.Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you’ve told him all along And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you’ve followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he’ll say he’s just not the same And you’ll begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life |
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